well this is kinda lame

I can not believe how much I have on my mind and how much I have to say but I won't. I won't because I know that if I have nothing nice to say I shouldn't. Well it doesn't mean I won't ever say it. Just not today. I am currently waiting for my rational thoughts to return to me. I can't wait til that happens.
I am so bored today because I know tomorrow is monday and I have no obligations I decided to rearrange a whole deck of cards in order for no apparent reason. you'd think with this much spare time I would try to do something constructive. not me. That'd make me inspiring or something.
So .. Hmm ... yeah I am so angry for things I am not going to be able to change. It sucks!!
A good thing. I attended the neighbors party today. Those people always make me laugh so .. theres a plus. ah So I will see you guys sometime...