ICKY

Figures... Now I am sick and feel really Icky. Who knows what I caught the other night but its just not good. I am so excited to go to Vegas on the 8th. Even though I am sick I have had some fun times. Jesus and I tried to track alot of people down on Thursday night but it seems a thursday night is the most busy night of all. We went to see Roy and the boys. They are nice people just a little scary. Then we tormented some locals. Yesterday I was so sick I missed work in the morning but then I went by the time the afternoon rolled around I was ready to go. Last night I stayed home and enjoyed the time spent listening to my uncle practice. Then I made fun of Lloyd and His friends for the drinking habbits they have. Makes me laugh alot. After that we stayed up talking and then this morning I was still sick so ... it was great cause ah I read somewhere that only the Olive Garden cures illness like mine. Lol so then My Grandma and I went to the Olive Garden and had a good time. We laughed alot at random people. So I was really glad about it. I enjoyed that and plus I think I am cured. Lol I am so proud also I bought a brand new pair of shoes for a dollar. Its a good thing I am planning on staying home cause ah .. I forgot about previous plans and ah .. Lets just say I could be called a few names for being a slacker. I have been excited to because Thanksgiving is coming up and Larry emailed me to say he is coming for sure. So I am looking forward to that cause he is always cool. So yup thats the fun parts of life. Otherwise I am still just me.

You deny the need to Satisfy
Concealed about the way you feel
TORMENTED & DEMENTED
Demolished all the polished
Distress leads to no rest
Hesitation turns to devastation
The once embraced leaves without a trace.




Make me smile and...
I will love you for just awhile.
Tired of catching you when you fall but you won't even return one call.
You love that you come to me when its convenient but I feel sometimes like you are bashing my head on the cement.
You leave me as only a fragment of what I used to be.
You pretend to be so blind choosing not to see.
Its always so true when you come back into my view.
I revert back ready for yet another attack.
Sweetheart you are Tearing me Apart.
I have rolled my dice you seem to be my only vice.
Lets not retrace this path we ALWAYS take lets obliterate from walking along the same line of fate.
You are TOO LATE! It was all fake and all you do is Take.
Everything was MY mistake.
I have lost all FAITH~Ruth