Ah this guy Rocks... but anyways...

Andrew McMahon will be spending a full hour in the studio this Thursday, January 26th 2006 7-8pm PST on DJ Rossstars Punk Rock Show. Andrew will be spending the hour answering YOUR questions! To listen live go to www.idobi.com/radio/ To send questions for the band, IM them to: IdobiRstar For more show info go to www.myspace.com/djrossstar


So last night was my whole rehersal night singing all night. I was having a rough time anyways because I don't know all the songs yet and I have little time to learn them with all my other tasks which in that case I mess up all the time and seem way lost constantly which I hate being the only one not knowing. It makes me feel so stupid. grr... That wasn't the worst part of the night. I was talking about my jobs casually and all of the sudden a woman steps up and starts asking me what I am a going to do when I don't have my job with the school system anymore. I looked at her puzzled and thought maybe she has my job mistaken for something other than what it is. Nope apparently not. I was not expecting to hear from some random person on the street that my job will be terminated once again. I guess its not something happening right now but soon enough. I really think its horrible the way our school system makes the public believe they are doing good but really its all full of politics and hmmm ICKS .... ha ha to put it nicely. Yeah so they can just wait and see cause eventually all of this will come back around and get them in the end.
My other job at the store tonight was going along great until everyone started complaining about our new boss. Well first off what good is the complaint really going to do you?? I mean its not really changing anything. DUH!!! Second why not show a bit of respect in the work place?? I am sorry does it offend you that he expects you to do your job?? and Third who said you were any better than him??? I mean do you really think your ugliness is going to get you further places in life?? ... MEH Let me tell you its not. Suck it up and stop your crying folks. I am tired of everyone throwing pitty Parties for every little thing that bothers them. ITS LIFE GET OVER IT!!!
ha ha on that note since you have been the lucky fool to stop by and read my blog just know that I got something in my eye right now and it hurts like shell man. GRR!!!

Anyways ... work is just not fun these days. I sometimes Love my jobs I want to have something great that I enjoy doing and making money at but if all else fails I am going to say screw joining the convent and I am going down to the local street corner. :D Jk!! Don't worry these clothes are on forever pals.

So tomorrow I get to go and have my hair done with Red and Black. I am so SIKED!! I think its gonna turn out so RAD! lol just like them ninjas.... you know TMNT. ah yup and here is my nonsense rambling and look its an ad for nylons. ha ha ha ... If you don't follow me maybe its best that way. I am just really not sure where I am going anymore either so we could end up in the depths of ..... you know that dark scary place with fire. So turn around before its too late. I will catch you when I can.
Much LOVE TO THE READERS!!


Something old with something New....
: « : « Catching Falling stars..
My pockets are full
The sky is empty
and so am I
way down deep inside.
All you told me was a lie
Forever turned into never
The star light is not near as bright
slowly I am fading out of your sight
see you later another bright night
My Pockets are Full I've kept them glowing.
Dim for awhile
But they kept reminding me just to smile
Once I was a child
So heartbroken and misspoken.
For now I am not nearly grown
but I am all I've ever known
Tonight I keep them glowing bright
and don't worry I'll be your light
This time its gonna be alright.