Could it be?? Labor of LOVE or Rejection.
Well crazy times keep on happening to me. Yikes. Let me first elborate on our amazing time camping. First off these new friends I have managed to make are simply nothing short of amazing. Maybe its just the thrill of being able to just have fun without worry that is so amusing. Whatever the case I am enjoying it.
Mac Island was really great but even better were the memories we made. First off let me tell you how glad we were to not be attacked by bears. Lol because for some reason that just seemed like our kind of luck. Second let me tell you how great it was to be there discovering so many new little things. I have realized that sometimes running away for a day from all your problems really can be helpful because you get time to realize they really aren't all that bad and that you are just a fool. So always remember chances are ... its not a big deal.
For the Labor day weekend I actually got a hold of an old friend I had and spent most of Friday waiting around for him. The only problem... He was a no show. So feeling foolish and hurt I was thinking never will you give him another chance. A day went by and I felt myself becoming more bitter.... and more angry about the whole situation. Turns out he really never has a good excuse for not following through other than the fact that he is a chicken.
I don't know if you guys really realize I am amazing in science and pretty much from the get go any non-rocket scientist could tell you there is HUGE Chemistry between the two of us.
I have no idea why it is that way but it is.
So Yesterday I finally got some of the answers I thought I wanted as to why he hasn't been around. Unfortunately not all of them are things I am agreeing with. All the work and effort I am putting into building a relationship doesn't feel like work hardly at all to me. Which I am guessing is a good thing. The only problem is ... If I never feel that same give and take respect from him. I will end up more disappointed than ever before. To be honest I don't think I have ever taken a bigger risk in all my time but I have never felt the need to go to such links to find out about someone. The feeling of a great start puts me in high hope. So either way whatever happens it seems that I can at least say I have tried and I can always follow it up with I learn everything the hard way. Lol. Either way my friends are always amazing and stand by me and I thank them for that. Much love.
Mac Island was really great but even better were the memories we made. First off let me tell you how glad we were to not be attacked by bears. Lol because for some reason that just seemed like our kind of luck. Second let me tell you how great it was to be there discovering so many new little things. I have realized that sometimes running away for a day from all your problems really can be helpful because you get time to realize they really aren't all that bad and that you are just a fool. So always remember chances are ... its not a big deal.
For the Labor day weekend I actually got a hold of an old friend I had and spent most of Friday waiting around for him. The only problem... He was a no show. So feeling foolish and hurt I was thinking never will you give him another chance. A day went by and I felt myself becoming more bitter.... and more angry about the whole situation. Turns out he really never has a good excuse for not following through other than the fact that he is a chicken.
I don't know if you guys really realize I am amazing in science and pretty much from the get go any non-rocket scientist could tell you there is HUGE Chemistry between the two of us.
I have no idea why it is that way but it is.
So Yesterday I finally got some of the answers I thought I wanted as to why he hasn't been around. Unfortunately not all of them are things I am agreeing with. All the work and effort I am putting into building a relationship doesn't feel like work hardly at all to me. Which I am guessing is a good thing. The only problem is ... If I never feel that same give and take respect from him. I will end up more disappointed than ever before. To be honest I don't think I have ever taken a bigger risk in all my time but I have never felt the need to go to such links to find out about someone. The feeling of a great start puts me in high hope. So either way whatever happens it seems that I can at least say I have tried and I can always follow it up with I learn everything the hard way. Lol. Either way my friends are always amazing and stand by me and I thank them for that. Much love.
posted by Ninja at 9/05/2006 11:48:00 PM
1 Comments:
I am so glad to hear that you had a good time and you did so while doing one of my favorite things...CAMPING!
If you remember I went camping back in June and it was nonetheless of completely awesome and I am sure you had an even better time, right? Of course you did...It's also always nice to meet new and exciting friends that get to share the experiences with you and take them along for the ride.
Keep on keepin' on Ruth...
Later...
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