Sometimes I just get bitter
Today I am feeling rather SICK! As in I cought some something some place which is turning me into a really ugly beast!
So lets see I worked a lot of hours yesterday. I went to work at like 6:30am like always for the school and did my thing there. Which I followed that up with a quick stop for FOOD with everyone. I think its strange how life can revolve around food even when we are least aware of it. Something so simple gives me life. After that I had to rush home just in time to do a few things before going to lunch too. I went with Tony aka That good old moo! I haven't seen him in a really long time so we had some laughs together. I don't know why but we are really good at getting together just to complain about things. It was really fun though. We are going to keep sporks from everytime we go places together now.
YES WE ARE THAT LAME!!
I went back to the school and worked til 4 and when I got done with that I rushed just in time to the store to work from 4:15 - 7pm which btw was really not a bad night. I laughed and met a lot of new exciting people.
7:30-3am I was working at the good ol' Bar again. I really enjoy working there even if it really seems like everyone else a jerk to me. I guess I like the hate.
Ha.... I was so excited my co-worker Andy stopped into the store last night just to chat I guess. He cracks me up and I make him blush. Ha ha ... anyways he was yelling at me because I didn't go to tecquilla night at the bar on Wednesday cause I was too busy falling down in concerts. So yeah I actually might be getting him to buy his wife a singing gram thing from My chorus!! Yup thats right cause who can refuse to spend money when a nice girl like me asks. ;P
This morning I caught a peek at the whole floral shop we have prepairing for Valentines day. I really love the holiday but then ... Every year I get so excited thinking maybe this year I won't be forgotten and everytime I am ... Lol its really rather sad. So I am looking forward to the day when I am 42 just married with tripplets on the way. Then I won't have to worry about if someone forgot me or not.
Lately I am really missing some of my old pals. I barely get to see alot of them and I just think so many of them are hard to find. I know they always say whenever you wanna hangout or talk just call me but sometimes when its been so long people think what the heck you calling me NOW for? and then you just get this horrible feeling of man .... We drifted apart. Which happens to alot of people but the thing is when they want to call me it seems they don't ever hesitate. I just don't understand why I am always the one they call to cry to but when I wanna have someone just to at least laugh with they don't have time. I mean I think I do a really good job of making time considering everything that I have to do. I just feel foolish being so caring and forgotten so often.
Tonight I am supposed to go with Barbie and hangout for a little while which will be some fun but ... I feel like A RABID WHORE WITH ACID!!!
I think its just a cold but then again I am not a doctor.
So lets see I worked a lot of hours yesterday. I went to work at like 6:30am like always for the school and did my thing there. Which I followed that up with a quick stop for FOOD with everyone. I think its strange how life can revolve around food even when we are least aware of it. Something so simple gives me life. After that I had to rush home just in time to do a few things before going to lunch too. I went with Tony aka That good old moo! I haven't seen him in a really long time so we had some laughs together. I don't know why but we are really good at getting together just to complain about things. It was really fun though. We are going to keep sporks from everytime we go places together now.
YES WE ARE THAT LAME!!
I went back to the school and worked til 4 and when I got done with that I rushed just in time to the store to work from 4:15 - 7pm which btw was really not a bad night. I laughed and met a lot of new exciting people.
7:30-3am I was working at the good ol' Bar again. I really enjoy working there even if it really seems like everyone else a jerk to me. I guess I like the hate.
Ha.... I was so excited my co-worker Andy stopped into the store last night just to chat I guess. He cracks me up and I make him blush. Ha ha ... anyways he was yelling at me because I didn't go to tecquilla night at the bar on Wednesday cause I was too busy falling down in concerts. So yeah I actually might be getting him to buy his wife a singing gram thing from My chorus!! Yup thats right cause who can refuse to spend money when a nice girl like me asks. ;P
This morning I caught a peek at the whole floral shop we have prepairing for Valentines day. I really love the holiday but then ... Every year I get so excited thinking maybe this year I won't be forgotten and everytime I am ... Lol its really rather sad. So I am looking forward to the day when I am 42 just married with tripplets on the way. Then I won't have to worry about if someone forgot me or not.
Lately I am really missing some of my old pals. I barely get to see alot of them and I just think so many of them are hard to find. I know they always say whenever you wanna hangout or talk just call me but sometimes when its been so long people think what the heck you calling me NOW for? and then you just get this horrible feeling of man .... We drifted apart. Which happens to alot of people but the thing is when they want to call me it seems they don't ever hesitate. I just don't understand why I am always the one they call to cry to but when I wanna have someone just to at least laugh with they don't have time. I mean I think I do a really good job of making time considering everything that I have to do. I just feel foolish being so caring and forgotten so often.
Tonight I am supposed to go with Barbie and hangout for a little while which will be some fun but ... I feel like A RABID WHORE WITH ACID!!!
I think its just a cold but then again I am not a doctor.
1 Comments:
A Rabid Whore With Acid, wow how the hell does that feel? I am going down in a hole the last couple days myself. I can dish out all the best advice in the world but when it comes to using it myself I'm screwed because all my other personalities seem to fight over which one gets it first...
Be careful out there because I'm sure there are some rabid acid whore hunters that are sneakin' round somewhere, later...
blu
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