Ah.. The picture of one of my fine autographs.. He he my best one. "LOST CITY ANGELS" 

Awesome Time.

Hey tonight was so much fun. You guys who didn't go missed out on so much. I ROCK!! Lol anyways. I went to See Social Distortion with Adrienne and we met James up there. They played with the eyeliners and Lost City Angels. Well besides the fact that I made a friend was a little too old for my liking and he kept grabbing me. It was all good. I really loved it and it was worth all $61.70. ha ha.. Yeah I know I am lame. he he but its okay. In the end we got Nick from Lost City Angels to invite us back inside to sign our cds and stuff. So it was really awesome cause they signed to Ninja aka my code name. He he ... After that we made James drive in his awesome car and ah find a steak N Shake that was we could end the night Right. Ha ha ... it was so classic and great. I loved it all. except all the extra touching you know but otherwise I would say tonight was very successful! So .. hmmm thats my thoughts that I could get together for the moment.

OH YEAH AND HAPPY 18 ROB!! WOO BETTER LUCK NEXT YEAR!! ;D

ha The TAPE.

I am putting this here that way I will remember to tell my pal Dee this fact. 1930 - Richard Gurley Drew received a patent for his adhesive tape, which was later manufactured by 3M as Scotch tape. ha ha ha!! Thats all I got time for. he he he later

Great quotes I gotta mention.

FIEVEL : its sad that i said i sniff laundry detergent since now i work @ the laundrymat and smell it all the time
ninja : LOL
ninja : thats a great observation

and

ninja : lol wait the toad thing .. ah it was something about how I asked what the difference between toads and frogs were but no one knew
James : lol, that was a question on my BIO 111 final
James : toads have dry skin
James : frogs have wet skin
James :
ninja : yeah .. I know now but at the time people didn't have a CLUE
ninja : it was something about the way they are born to
ninja : One is hatched in water and the other isn't or something like that
ninja : I can't remember all the details
James : me neither
James : i kinda slept through that class
ninja : So wait you think if you throw a toad in the water it makes them a frog?
James : no, cause their skin still won't be smooth

I think I might be content for the moment

I suppose you can say that things are good for now. I mean I keep getting these random reminders on how good they are. Lol!
This week on Sunday night I got a phone call from Elisha asking me to be part of their wedding. Which I am so happy about. The colors in question are Black and white. Which I can live with. I like em really pretty well.
Ah... so next thing Last night Levi called me again while I was hangingout with Jenny. He just wanted to chat it up while he was in the local portable john. NICE AY? yeah .. not really. He swears its cause of the wind but whatever. I am thrilled that he is even thinking about coming back here. Thats flippin awesome.
Jenny and I had a blast last night hanging out in the park just throwin the basketball around in pitch black darkness and seeing who got hit in the face first. We don't need to comment on who the loser of that was but .. it was good. We just went for fun and thats what we had without wondering whoelse we could get to go. LOL CAUSE WE DIDN'T CARE!! I mean yeah groups are cool but there is only so much rejection that a person can take. All the people who just never say yes or the ones who are always like I don't know I will call you on it. That makes it discouraging but sometimes worth it.
I worked yesterday and Today just like a slave. He he. I did catch a ride home with neighbor Dee who is so funny.If I had a penny even for the amount of times we laugh .. I would be way wealthy than That BILL Guy. . Yup. Thats how much we laugh. Ah... I also forgot to tell you about Jake. Ha ha my bad. He is so busy with life that he forgets sometimes we are friends. I guess I understand. Well I mean I haven't been that busy but Everyone else seems to be sometimes so ... I can live with it.
I also got an awesome email from my email pal Christian. Man that boy sure does keep busy. From one thing to the next. He seems to be getting by okay which is what I expected.
I am kinda worried about what type of summer job I am going to track down for myself but ...I can only worry so much if nothing else my fall back plan is to be a bum. So .. I think I can accomplish one or the other.
I have noticed that I don't really miss certain people the same way I used to. Part of me always misses them but then again I think I am learning that they aren't coming back and if they do that I am gonna have a life of my own that way I don't have to worry about what they are doing.I am so glad and the same time as kinda sad because its sad when you don't miss the people who have ment so much to you. Yet again you can only miss them so much before it eats you alive.
Currently I am talking to my spiffy pal James aka SEMAJ and I can hear that nicole kidman singing movie in the back ground of my typing noise. NICE HUH? real nice.. I bet you are jealous right about now aren't ya. Yeah ... you know you are. anyways I should get going My Family is all out and about doing there thing you know Lloyd is wooing the ladies at the store and Grandma is working well and thats the family. So ... I should cook my dinner, shower and rest. Have a wonderful day!

More than exciting NEWS

FLIPPIN AY!! I am so thrilled more than excited and ecstatic. MY LAW BUDDY LEVI just called me to say he is movin home!!!! Ah.. I gotta go celebrate so we are headed down to three rivers cause there is a awesome band I know playin tonight.
Oh yeah and check out the kalamazoo gazette cause the paper mill might be sold!! Thats not good for our lil old town.

A shout out to James!!
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reminder

Last night Jenny and I went to the Pops concert to see Spring aka PERFECTION get her four year choir award. After that My brother Lloyd invited Jenny and I to hangout in his new car and cruise around. So we were like shell yeah!! Then we went to play some mini-golf but the course was flooded. so instead we bought a ton of tokens and all we have to show for it is 3 mood rings a mini oldmaid and fish game. ha ha! It was still fun and we went to Steak N Shake and that was a good night of fun. We laughed a lot for no reason.

I can't believe things today.
I went to work like I should.
Even though I stayed out way to late last night. meh... not my problem. He he he so for real though I had like four hours of sleep then bam 5 am and I was off to work. I only had to work til 2:30 today which rarely happens. I was kinda excited.
After work Jenny and I had a late lunch at Subway. Lol there sure was a hottie working.
Then we went to the park to play some basketball. we were so far off from our game today. It was lame. We went to a shoe store and we went to Wal-Mart ran into some folks I know in there.
We ended up calling it a day soon after that cause it got late fast we must have played in the park awhile. My lips got sun burned. lol. Lame and stupid things children like myself do. I came home just in time to talk to James aka SEMAj for awhile. Then about 10:30 i was like I gotta go to meijer. Psh you would think that being that late that people would have better things to do. Who knows why they would only think of me at that time. So I tell James I am gonna be home in a half an hour but was I NO!! People callin tryin to get me to go places, Then I ran into Shun Shauns Mom who hasn't ever met my Grandma so she was like How nice to meet you and yeah ... it was a long 12 mins of talking. Lol anyhow I love it when you are going along in life and the phone rings and its someone you missed forever and you didn't know they would call ever again. Aka That'd be my lil Jakebait. It was way wickedly awesome. he is doing good. His computer sucks. Maybe His computer and Bob my computer can hook up. Um wait I am interupted .. playing yahoo pool with Mike i will continue this.
SHOUT OUT TO JAMES x's 21 ;D

Still the same

Yikes so this one is gonna hopefully be quick!! Its later than what I wanted.
I guess time flies when you are having fun? yeah I was busy talking to Fievel and James aka SEMAJ . I planned out my whole life today when I was talking to James but who knows if it will work something about being a nun for nine years then marrying a jew for about 7 years and devorcing in time to marry someone for money until 3 years later I will marry a doctor who will be mine for about 12 years when the plastic face isn't showing enough emotion for him. Sounds so SPLENDED!!

Today was my Great Grandmothers funeral on my Grandfathers side. Which i didn't attend because I didn't know the woman but my brothers both went. I also didn't go because it was my way of letting myself still feel like I made the choice not to go on behalf of my Grandfather. So that being said no regrets. I was informed though that her funeral thing was almost forgotten because the lady who organized it didn't write down that they would need to have any sort of gathering or anything. That would be lame to be looking down to see. The world forgot to put you to rest. Lol hmm that should maybe be a sign something didn't go as planned.

Still working 24-7 or actually more like 5 am to 5pm but it feels like 24-7.

I also looked horrible I hear. lol I was like Nice thats a way to cheer me up by golly. I guess I was just looking really pale or something today and everyone thought I was really sick but I felt okay except when people kept saying are you gonna be okay cause you don't look so good. That always sucks!!

Grandma and I had a good laugh or two when we went out to dinner. Its always good to go with Grandma where ever she goes.

I was informed that Ren loves the new pink and Black Dice I sent her so thats flippin awesome. I am glad and she keeps winning 5 cent crap games? who knows what that means. Lol.

Okay that was quick enough I gotta jet.

Something new I drew today 

french vanilla cafe ad that I love. 

another work in progress  

one eye brow. wow 

This is just another random one  

adorable 

This makes me smile 

ah .. a work in progress I don't know if I will ever finish it  

Inverted rose cause it looks awesome!  

ah lame

Computer Bob is Slow today. makes me oh so sad. Currently the multitasking isn't helping. Talking to James(MENTION) and ah trying to put my pictures here. which aren't working by the way. I had a gazillion more but meh.
Today I worked like a slave. All day long. I went to work at five am and got home at 4:30 pm. Woo I feel so accomplished.
All week last week I worked all day then I kept going out to play so when the weekend came and Elisha and Zane came I was already tired and just kept going. Lol why I have no idea? its not like we aren't going to see each other again. Then on Sunday after he left Jenny, Mike ,shaun and I played some basketball and Mike went home but Jenny and shaun stayed over at my house til almost midnight so then yesterday I felt like a bad case of jet lag or something was attacking me. Turns out it kinda was but I had to get to work then go see the wonderful doc. who didn't say anything I liked. I also had to go back to work. Lol and of course last night we went and stayed out late again. Eh.. this morning I felt like bricks had been dropped on my head or something and the feeling remained until .. I was out of work. So its been busy.

My drawing inverted cause it looks awesome that way 

some drawing I did while I was bored working today. 

OH so GLAD

Well this weekend I finally met Zane's "WOMAN." I am so thrilled. At first I wasn't so sure about the whole idea but Elisha is wickedly awesome. Someday maybe I can be that awesome. Ha ha you never can tell there is always still some hope for me. He he! Anyways... they got here Friday morning just as I was getting ready to leave for work My first thought was she is shorter than I thought. Lol thats really about all I thought. So during my lunch we went to Chinese. It was so great and fun. I worked all day though and I was so flippin exhausted Friday night but meh... didn't stop me from doing everything. We had a huge family thing for Zane. It was kinda cool but eh... I was so tired. Our drive way was so packed. I really wanted to catch a concert after work but I couldn't get anyone to go. I so wasn't going alone. I would have felt so retarted. I hated it. I also wanted to go a tiny bit today to Mustard Plug but meh... its okay I spent time at home for a bit then with my friends and family. It was still plenty enough fun for me. Anyways so yesterday elisha and I ran into Jami Holmes at Walmart which was cool cause I haven't seen her in forever and its good to know she seems to be doing wonderful. I am happy for her. I guess I just had a lot more fun with elisha then I thought I ever would. This morning I went with them to see Zanes Grandparents on his dads side of the family. We hungout and had some fun. They have a new car with a really nice sterio in it. I was shocked. We had to go pick up some stuff after that for me to do elisha's hair for the wedding they went to today so we did that while zane started getting ready. It was a rushed day for them but after they left Grandma and I hungout and she made some of the famous beef and noodles. Then I went with Shun shaun and Jenny later on. It was over all a successful night so far. I am still waiting for it to all be over though. I am really tired still. Listening to some random music on yahoo radio wishing I was deaf when songs like this come on the radio. Ha ha thats horrible. Okay so thats all for the moment.

Stuff .

Ah .. so I am missing a voice today. I went Dutch yesterday spending a lot of time in Holland. I am thinking that tomorrow will be an interesting day. Zane comes home on Friday I think. Which would be real cool. I am kinda excited. Otherwise same old same old.



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Your Deadly Sins
Pride: 60%
Envy: 20%
Sloth: 20%
Gluttony: 0%
Greed: 0%
Lust: 0%
Wrath: 0%
Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14%
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The Doer
You are adventurous and risk taking. You act first, think second.You love being the center of attention. Chances are you were the class clown.Competitive, charming, and charasmatic - you have your own code of honor.You live a flexible life, bouncing between a series of activies that interest you.

STUPID CAR

So Now my car has some sorta Gas leak. yeah real safe huh? Lol I am giving up on it. Its so not right.

Last week Lorrainne left. which kinda bites cause she was really awesome. She left on Thursday. So now I am taking over her job until the end of the school year. I guess there are worst things that could happen.

Last Night was wicked fun. I liked it. I am not sick though cause I guess I didn't drink enough chai tea. :( I am not sure if I have a cold or what but my nose is all stuffy and my throat hurts along with the whole headache thing. Ah maybe I can work some miricals by just drinking a lot of nightquil .. who knows.

Right now I am talking to James and listening to Trapt. I haven't listened to them in a long long time. I love them. I think James is cool enough lol. I am not sure what that means but meh.

Yup its all I have the ambition to type for the moment so ... lets pray to the wellness god that he has a mirical in store for ME!! HE HE HE

Hey I like your pulmonary vein

So these days ... Whoa I am so tired. Yikes!! I haven't added anything new to my days its just I am completely drained all the time. I am now learning that I am going to be with someone else for my job. Which meh... kinda sounds fun. I really don't think it will be bad. I just hope all goes well. I am gonna miss the kids I am already working with so ... That's the hard part. I guess though that happens.
Did I mention the whole physical therapy should be done with by Friday :D I am really glad. It doesn't mean that my arm is all that good. It just means I don't have to go for anymore appointments. It should heal completely over time.
This morning I went to a really interesting appointment. I just have to say I feel so cheap. I mean it seems I am going without a shirt to everything these days and yeah ... If you know me at all you would know I am nothing near that kind of girl. All these strangers get to meet me and within five mins they know me much better than some people closest to me. LOL. I mean there I am laying on this freezing cold table and nervous anyways cause lets face it doctors are scary. Yeah... So there were two people standing over me asking are you comfortable?? HMM CAN I HIT YOU WITH A STICK DO YOU REALLY THINK I AM COMFORTABLE? I didn't even for sure get your name and you are putting your hands all over me and yeah ...
Lets just spare you all the details but then the guy was had to learn over the top of me and he was checking out my heart supposedly and then he was like RUTH YOU HAVE A BEAUTIFUL PULMONARY VEIN. I was like oh .... is that supposed to be a comfort. That's something you don't hear everyday. It was horrifying. I so hope that I don't have to go back cause I don't know how I could face someone who has already seen my pulmonary vein.
Tonight my Grandma is sick too ... I have no idea what is wrong with her for sure except she didn't look good at all.
I got a few other things on my mind but ... eh not to worry I am always thinking something.

Ha Quizilla

So I was just bored and stumbled upon quizilla.com again which ha that place is so interesting. I mean sometimes people can tell you things all about you that they shouldn't be able to guess so quick. Anyhow... I took a few quizes and and I just picked two to mention. Ha ha.

Which drug are you?
You are Cocaine (aka: coke, crack, snow, 151...). You are the second most commonly used drug in the world. You are very witty, talented, perky person if you can just have the right opportunity to show to everybody how unique you are, when you are in a good mood you can reach a very high point of happiness. You are classified as class (A and B) illegal drugs.

Your wise quote is: "The best antiques are old
friends" by Unknown...
Your buds is the source of your happiness
(maybe not all but still). Even if it's just
one, a couple or a whole group they are the
ones you can't wait to see. It does not matter
if you're shy with everyone else or not, with
them you let your true spirit shine and can be
as loud as you want. They accept you, and you
love them for that.

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Killer fun

So all I can say for now is this weekend was much needed. It was killer fun and I loved all of it. Thanks to my pals... Other great memories to add to our scrap book. HE HE HE!!

;) Oh yeah and I am REALLY TIRED SO SOMETIME I AM GONNA CATCH YOU UP JUST NOT NOW.