21 young and so fun!!

It has been a whirlwind of crazy things in the last year. I still seem to have the same goals in mind and I am finding my way very slowly through life.
After Vegas its been a blur.;p
It was 8 days of casinos and amazing tour boats along with lots of drinks!! One of the best vacations I've ever had.

Currently I've kept a steady workaholic life except now I'm down to only two jobs. We lost the bar to a fire in November and slowly I've drifted away from the 3am life style of boozers. Although I was finally starting to feel like I was an important part of the Bresa crew we have drifted apart. I love to see all my friends, and co-workers from time to time but I feel like we are never going to be able to go back to the time when we had it all.

I'm still a member of Sweet Adeline's which I love but rarely have enough time to devote to making it the best choir experience. I miss preforming all the time. There is nothing like being in the middle of a room singing with everyone waiting to judge you. I know it sounds unappealing but believe me when you successfully entertain someone with nothing but your voice its an amazing accomplishment. The chorus took a higher metal this year without my participation. I was unable to compete.
As for my social life.... ha well that seems to be very interesting depending on the day. I've recently kept in touch with random old friends and I've lost touch with some of the best friends I've ever known. Right now I have a few unresolved conflicts with allot of people. One of which was my best friend. Anyone who knows me very well should know that my friends are the family I choose for myself. I completely love and admire each one in a different way. I believe that without friends I would be no where at all. My life would be pretty meaningless and not worth being a part of. The few that still remain close I believe will always be a part of my life in the future. I have struggled with trust and compromise for such a long time that now I believe I am a better judge of character for the type of people I would like to surround myself with. I am always willing to meet new people and see what the world has to offer I am just more cautious of who will be getting to be the one who picks me up when I am down.
As for the status question of single or taken. Currently its single. I've been mingling though. You can bet that whichever lucky fool finally gets to stick around he will be a complete saint. Lol. I have not encountered such a person yet in life. I've been close but not close enough. I'm waiting for the real deal I would say. I have taken my fair share of risks in the passed few months that say I could be in for a big let down but you never know til you try right? I dated some great guys but not anyone who just clicks. I am currently struggling to be friends with so many of them that its awkward allot but I figure the big person is the one who gets rejected and yet is still standing with hope in hand.
I tend to like the guys who are looking for any girl but me. That's always a real ego boost.
For the most part life has been about the same.I've had some random small adventures but nothing life altering and I've had some good days along with bad but nothing that I can't handle.

I'm planning to take a trip with my Grandmother to Graceland finally and to hopefully see mammoth cave. After that I hope to keep this blog more up to date. I've been busy but not so busy I can't stop by and blog. I have kept a boring journal which only I get to read so it seems I'm always right! :)
take care