Dance amongst shadows

Dancing in the shadows of darkness
The Thought of you makes my heart stop
When I hear your name all senses go completely insane

DEVIL
Wrap your arms around me so very tight
Whisper in my ear and sigh
Tell me everything is not a LIE

Let me remember your taste
let my hand trace the outline of your face.

The sweet soft tone of your voice ECHOS
Telling me JUST LET GO ....
Just LET GO...
I can't you see...
I have so MUCH TO FEAR IN ME!

HOLY CANNOLI is that a VOLVO SHIRLEY TEMPLE?

Wickedly fun times on Thursday. At first ... I worked til 8 pm which was okay cause my buddy Andy was on the lane next to me even if he is a Ruth Hater sometimes. I was happy about it. Anyways... When I took my break I noticed we were selling something new and it was a CANNOLI. Who eats cannoli's ...? I don't know but I did. It was very interesting and I just thought if more people ate them then the more conversations we could have about em.
After work my long lost buddy SHAUN showed up to take me out in his new VOLVO! Yes it was so much fun. We adopted it into our family and we checked out its "HONK" and we ended up deciding SIZE MATTERS! Plus we are now going to become African Americans when we visit Africa someday. Yup after that we tracked down Jenny and Shannon and we just had fun hangingout all night.

Last night I was supposed to be working in the bar but I got out early which was great because my buddies Adam and Stacee showed up just in time to get a party started. YAY! After we attacked some of the locals they attacked me back. For some reason two guys who had clearly been hitting on another group of ladies decided they wanted to buy me a drink. I asked for a shirley Temple and they looked confused and asked are you DD tonight and I said no ... its what I drink and they were like why? So I said it might have something to do with the GIANT M's on my hand that stand for minior... ha those guys ran like the place was on fire or something. I thought it was a little bit GREAT!
So today ... I've been a bit lazy again but not too lazy ... I did some laundry all day. I have discovered I really like the smell of my dryer sheets so if you put more in the more likely you are going to stay smelling fresh! he he! Sorry folks I used the box. lol. Jk! Yup and I work at the bar tonight so hopefully no one goes running out.

What a Wednesday.

So first off let me just tell you on October 7th at 3 and 7 pm I preformed my first "SHOW" with Mid-Lakes Chorus! Wow is all I can say. Pure crazy times but ... I just found out last night apparently the people who were enjoying the show raved about the girl just to the left of SUZY. So ... guess what?? IT WAS ME! yay! lol I was apparently voted 2nd prettiest member of the choir. which I must say is pretty amazing... even if they are mostly women of the age of 50+ its all okay! I felt privillaged.

Yup... and today I spent my day wasting my youth sadly...
I accomplished nothing.
Slept some.
Watched some tv.
Worked.
Slept some more.
Ate dinner ...
Watched more tv
and Wa-la... my youth of today has been WASTED! just that quick!
Currently I can not sleep. I keep thinking of so many FOOLISH things...
things which come tomorrow weren't really important.
So hope I am alert enough in morning. Take care! ;p

KIDS

Wow this week has been so strange and yet interesting. I have had the chance to be a part of alot of Baby Showers this week. Which I will be honest thats kinda new to me. So I go with random gifts and then hopefully one time I will get something right and actually be thought of as the cool one of the parties... but not so far lol. Anyways ... so everyone seems to be having children and turns out I wasn't feeling left out but just like I wouldn't have anything in common with all my new Mom friends ... Turns out I do. I was just informed that I am adopting a KID. meaning a BABY GOAT from my mom's farm. :D I love baby goats and I can't wait!! okay so they aren't born yet but ... man when they are its all fun and games!!

Did you know

I've decided ...
I think flowers can cheer a person up.
Lol sadly I bought them for Grandma but I get more enjoyment outta them. Lol. I say here you go grandma flowers for you but really they are just for me at heart. I just didn't want to seem to selfish buying myself everything so I will admit... I bought her flowers for me.
Anyways .. they are pretty.

I assure you I can still smile

Ah... Well although I am lost most of the time...
I bet no one hardly sees it. That my friends is why I am a sinning Blogger. lol.
In Reality... aka my working life I am always the first one called to cheer everyone up, Always the first one to make you laugh and always the last one to be suspected of being sad.
When the truth is ... I hide away the most important emotions because it seems like its easier for those around me. The only problem with that is it drives me completely insane and feel like I am taking on the world.

I hear the things that'd drive a person stir-crazy
but to me its COMFORT
you laugh
and find joy
all I see is
Foolish noise!

my lost angel

Today I am kinda bored and thinking ... maybe my angel is lost. I am not sure sometimes I feel that if I am so misguided. The angel supposed to be helping me must be too. How will we find our way .... is someone else gonna have to guide us?



My day today is a bit boring ... Its all work and no play. :( I did however get to see two new movies this week. The Departed which I highly suggest to everyone to go to see and that Chainsaw one. YIKES a bit demented. lol. The only part I like was when the guy said " DON'T call him Retarted. He is just misunderstood." I mean it wasn't a horrible movie it was just the whole idea that it actually happen at some point and time.
mmm kay well I gotta go be boring for a bit. :)

AHOY!

I have new Sunnies and I baked a Pirate cake for Chad on my day off today. WOO !!

Something fun

<--Alright guys.. I have to post this picture I got... :) its from my great Un-Birthday party!
And the rest is random moments with great people I know!