TRUTH

Even if you think you've had enough of love because of all the hurt and pain it's caused you, in the end you never have enough until you have it right

Ha ... A fair Life

Um... well our county fair came into town last week. WOW! Amazing fun times that just didn't stop until not so fun times. Ha Adrienne and I decided we HAD to go to the fair. So we ended up arriving just in time to eat all the food. Buy alot of dollar ride tickets and become very tired and ill by the time we left. Not to mention the freak accident of me falling off the tornado ride. Man rolling in the mud at the fair is just about as fun as .... being kicked by a horse maybe. I don't know. Otherwise it was a good plan. Lots of laughter and great memories.

Friday Night was the first night since my Birthday that I have been able to hangout with all my friends at once so they decided it'd be a surprise Birthday gathering. :) YAY!! This was the best un-BIRTHDAY celebration I've ever had. First we went to watch our Highschool football team lose their big game. After that we followed it with some great times at a Mustard Plug concert in Kalamazoo. He he he ... and because everyone was yelling Happy birthday Ruth they were talking about me on stage and in the end I got my picture taken with some pretty great guys! :D We followed that up with Chaos at Adams house. We played some stupid card game and got loved up by his giant dogs. I returned home saturday and worked until 3am. Then Chad and I crashed Lloyds birthday party. WOO WEE... !!!
Last night I went to see the movie Last Kiss... and I must say I don't really think that it will be as successful as I had hoped. Not at all like I wanted and .... Sadly not really worth the amount of money we paid.
Otherwise ... things are pretty average!!

Could it be?? Labor of LOVE or Rejection.

Well crazy times keep on happening to me. Yikes. Let me first elborate on our amazing time camping. First off these new friends I have managed to make are simply nothing short of amazing. Maybe its just the thrill of being able to just have fun without worry that is so amusing. Whatever the case I am enjoying it.
Mac Island was really great but even better were the memories we made. First off let me tell you how glad we were to not be attacked by bears. Lol because for some reason that just seemed like our kind of luck. Second let me tell you how great it was to be there discovering so many new little things. I have realized that sometimes running away for a day from all your problems really can be helpful because you get time to realize they really aren't all that bad and that you are just a fool. So always remember chances are ... its not a big deal.

For the Labor day weekend I actually got a hold of an old friend I had and spent most of Friday waiting around for him. The only problem... He was a no show. So feeling foolish and hurt I was thinking never will you give him another chance. A day went by and I felt myself becoming more bitter.... and more angry about the whole situation. Turns out he really never has a good excuse for not following through other than the fact that he is a chicken.
I don't know if you guys really realize I am amazing in science and pretty much from the get go any non-rocket scientist could tell you there is HUGE Chemistry between the two of us.
I have no idea why it is that way but it is.
So Yesterday I finally got some of the answers I thought I wanted as to why he hasn't been around. Unfortunately not all of them are things I am agreeing with. All the work and effort I am putting into building a relationship doesn't feel like work hardly at all to me. Which I am guessing is a good thing. The only problem is ... If I never feel that same give and take respect from him. I will end up more disappointed than ever before. To be honest I don't think I have ever taken a bigger risk in all my time but I have never felt the need to go to such links to find out about someone. The feeling of a great start puts me in high hope. So either way whatever happens it seems that I can at least say I have tried and I can always follow it up with I learn everything the hard way. Lol. Either way my friends are always amazing and stand by me and I thank them for that. Much love.

Home sweet Home

So the camping trip was amazing fun. April, Chad and I just had a plain ol' Riot. It was hilarious times showing Chad how to make a smore. Boys from New York apparently think we country folks are just scarey. Uh... Other sad news is that I am gonna miss the CROC HUNTER :( He was an amazing guy. Read this http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20060904/ap_on_en_tv/obit_irwin