Monday, April 25, 2005

Punctured

So today I was punctured again. Ah... its so not cool :( They keep taking all my blood. I am going to be nothing soon.
Makes me so sad. Anyways ... I went to Delton to see my trusty Doc and he told me we won't know anything for four weeks so what the shell? My heart is broken we know that much. Literally.
Today I spent plenty of time laughing with Jenny Hicks. We went to the park and ate oh yeah and attempted to try our hoops for a minute but My arm is killin me now. STUPID me. We went and bought my Mom's Mothers day gift early.. WOO IT WAS COOL!! ha ha now I am broke forever.
Um... yeah and I didn't have much good to say.
SO ... catch ya later!

Monday, April 11, 2005


Night light Posted by Hello

Eh something stranger Lol Posted by Hello

Random new picture of some stranger Posted by Hello

Monday, April 04, 2005


Something blue Posted by Hello

phones suck

eh... I hate my phone today because its all calls asking about my Mom which I have no answers for any of the questions. I am so worried anyways that it doesn't help. Not to mention that I haven't slept well in days and my Grandma got mad at me this morning cause I told her that I wanted to sleep for another hour or so and she said something about she didn't understand how I could sleep at all. The problem is I haven't hardly slept I am exhausted and I didn't want to jump up out of my bed just to run and wait some more. Ah... it sucks so bad. Its not that I don't care and it makes me feel ten times worst when everyone else is telling me how I am to react and how I am supposed to be doing things. I do things my way because its the way I do them. If people would just understand My way isn't bad its just different then life would be so much easier but then it would be better and we can't have that can we? Anyways... My own appointment to see about my arm was held off at least until tomorrow that way we don't have to juggle even more stuff. For now I am kinda wishing I was back at work this week because then I would have more to distract me and I wouldn't sit here thinking dumb thoughts about things that either will just happen or won't. Days like today is when I feel most alone. Hopefully I will have better news for all of you later.