An UPDATE and do you know why men don't get mad cow disease because they are pigs.
My next big event of the Summer was Route 66 to see my family in New Mexico and stopping by Denver. Never plan anything and expect it to go perfect. It was so awesome in so many ways but now comes the part of picking up the pieces from the wreckless behavior. I recommend to stay out all day discovering a new culture, being so far away from humans its scary, standing on the very edge of a cliff to watch the night lights and sunsets. Maybe even you can find yourself as I did completely breathless and yet so full of life perfectly happy.
I shockingly found myself recently in love with an idea. I can not believe how wrong I was. I am struggling to pick up the pieces ... slowly I am. It hurts to exist sometimes